...The Eternally Damned... (battousai_24) wrote,
...The Eternally Damned...

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Kill The Old Way

Okay, so here I go again... I'm trying to desperately update this after such a long time. I really don't have much to say since my life's been quite boring. It's been more than a month since I last posted on this thing, and I don't know why I've forgotten to update when I haven't really been doing much with my life.

Let's see... What have I done since then?

- Read fics
- Read more fics
- Check out fanart
- Practice Flash
- Played Frisbee during Recess and Lunch at school
- Played MonstersGame
- Played KnightFight
- Got my grad pics
- Got broke
- Got better grades in Trig
- Had SemBreak
- Went to Tagaytay
- Went to Baguio and Bora
- Went to a soiree
- Talaban stuff
- Downloaded songs
- Chatted online
- Been more active at KP Slash Haven Forum
- Checked Mutiply
- Checked Friendster
- Had Yearbook staff pictorial
- Had batch picture
- Had tutor for exams that are coming up
 blah blah blah blah blah

Pretty much boring...

Great, now I'm wasting away during my last year of high school. I can't believe it's our last year... my last year. I guess I'll miss Poveda even though I really hate it there. I'm starting to really like my class, too. Grad is coming up soon... College entrance exams have passed and the results are gonna be here before we know it. I hope I get into a good college. I hope I get into the one I really want: UP. I know that's a far-off chance, but hey, no matter how highly improbable it is, I like to dream.

Phew... So many "lasts" this year. Is this how all my batchmates feel? Like things are going by too fast, and yet, still too slow? Like things are ending soon? ... That although it's far from our minds, we know that we won't really see each other as often as we used to, as we are now, after grad and once we go to college? We'll all be busy doing our own thing. Sure, friends would still hang out from time to time, but it's not like we'll all have the same courses, and it still won't be the same as high school, where you actually sometimes get sick of seeing the same people every damned day. I guess I'll miss that routine. After all, I've been doing it for what? Fourteen years? Wow... That's how long I've been there. It really kinda was my second home. After all, I felt rather comfortable there, although... it was still weird. Sometimes, I get to act more like myself there than at home. I also feel less lonely there. Being an only child sucks that way. Even though it's annoying to have brothers and sisters nagging you, I guess, at least, you won't feel so alone.

O-kay... Getting quite emo and sentimental there. BOO. Not a good thing.

I guess I'm just getting emotional because I've grown so accustomed to seeing everyone everyday for the past fourteen years. It's been a part of my life: waking up early in the morning to go to school, be the first there and lie down and rest until the next person comes and she lies down too, to rest, and then more people start arriving and I sit up and talk with some of them or just doze off again until the janitor unlocks the classroom door and we get to finally go inside. I guess it's really gonna be different in college...

Whoa. I didn't expect this entry to get so long. I was only blabbering so I could at least make more than a few sentences, but oh well. It was fun, though, I guess, even through all the challenges, the arguments, and the problems I've experienced throughout my high school life. It did suck... but it was fun, too. It's weird, but I guess it's good that way. I'm fine with it. And though it'll probably be hard to leave high school behind, no matter how much I hate it, I can't wait for graduation and the first day of freshman year of college.
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